I saw my crush. Again.

Have you ever heard about how when you dream of someone, it means that they miss you in someway? Or you passed in their mind at some part of the day? I was not sure if I want to believe it because if its right, he must be freaking missing me. However, he never called or texted so maybe its all a lie.

It starts off quite simple. I have this gorgeous friend and I really like her. She is living the dream for me. She's rich, is studying overseas and just travel the world. Isn't that amazing? Anyway, there is this guy, who is close to her in my dream. I see them all the time and I'm quite close to her. One day, the dude was suddenly creepy to her i guess and she just stopped replying to him. He came to me for advise and I answered him the best that I can.

So, I was walking down the stairs and saw her sitting by the table, studying. Sitting next to the much focused her is my crush. I was happy to see him but at the same time, a little shock that they knew each other. But as she studied, he was sitting next to her, giving pointer and just plainly sitting next to her. The other people sitting on the table is a few friends of mine. We were getting ready for a presentation and connecting wires when I asked if she was done.

'Well, I know the connection but I'm too lazy to do anything else. So i'll just tell him about it,' her words gave me an idea and i continued to work on my project. I stole glances at him, of course but I was not sure what I should say. Finally, I just chat with my friends and smile to him until they took a break. I chat with the girl and somehow, we ended up just chatting with me sitting next to my crush. They starts chatting about an app that you just send someone's name and they'd reply with their character. It was funny.

So we started saying names and he (my crush) pulled out his phone and starts chatting about the people who had asked for help.

I saw his contact list and there were names like 'Butt Hirt' for my partner because apparently he found her to be a little butt hurt over the fact that he didn't reply to her text. He gave me one of his smiles and I laughed.

'Don't worry. If i were you, i'd won't even remember half the name of everyone. I don't even remember my classmates name,' I whispered conspiratorially and saw a glint in his eyes. I saw some other names and just share a secret smile with him when I woke up. It was sad. I woke up missing him so much more but I guess that's how it works.